The end of the trail has been a very emotionally confusing rollercoaster. I'm so happy to be done and had been looking forward to being done for quite a while as you might imagine. I thought taking a rest would be the best thing ever, but as it turns out I'm in some kind of walking withdrawal. That and I miss having a little book that tells me what will happen in my life.
I got to the peak of Mt Katahdin, the end of the trail, at 10 AM on August 16th. Turned out to be the worst time to summit all summer. I was well on my way to becoming a hypothermic casualty when I got to the summit due to a light rain that was being driven into me by 60 mph steady winds. The climb itself is just that a climb. There are a fair number of sections that involve hand over hand rock climbing, an activity made all the more fun if you are being power washed by mother nature. By the time I made it to the top I was a mess and not in much shape to enjoy my accomplishment. Upon my arrival I was hooting and hollering and shouting at the top of my lungs, although that was just to be heard by my friend who was 2 feet away. You can't possibly imagine how much I had thought about the moment this trip would end on my hike. I had all these different pictures I wanted to take and in no scenario was I not having a celebratory drink and a cigar. However, it was so awful up there that I didn't even drink the PBR tall boy I had hauled up. I took a couple of pictures with a friend named The Kid whom I had met the night before and hiked up there with, but then quickly retreated behind a rock to get out of the weather. Within a couple of minutes my teeth were chattering and the umbles (mumbles, stumbles, fumbles) had set in. I hadn't taken hardly any of the pics I had wanted to and my mind was solely focused on getting off the mountain and keeping my body moving so I wouldn't lose any limbs.
On my way down I was passed by a couple of friends heading up the mountain, Boundless and Achilles, who remarked on how God awful I looked. They caught up to me on the way down and we all made sure each other made it. All three of us were excited about the 5 miles we had to backtrack to get to where you hitch hike out of the park. We're all 5 miles into our southbound section hike at this point! I saw my friend b down there and said bye to Achilles and Boundless who hitchhiked out with a group of girls we had turned around half way up the mountain who were wearing tank tops with water bottles shoved into their cleavage. They didn't strike us as prepared for the conditions, and suggested a retreat just in time to get my friends to town. I was met there by my friend Lindsay who drove me all over northern Maine on a tour of some absolutely beautiful places and to Bangor the next day to catch my flight out.
The few days leading up to Mama K I had walked through the 100 mile wilderness. This is a section of the trail renowned for being difficult and long. The guide book suggests carrying 10 days worth of food. 1 out of 2 southbounders doesn't make it past the 100 mile. It's a good way to end the trail because it makes you realize how far you have come as a backpacker. For its horrible reputation I would have to say that the 100 mile wilderness had some of the easiest trail on the entire trip enabling me to walk through it in 4 days. I read a note on the first day through that said "If you think you are making it through in 8 days or less you are dumb! Nobos suck it!" I think what makes this section of trail so hard is that everybody coming through has 10 days of food in their packs. That is a lot of extra weight. Take out half of that weight and you can walk twice as fast. That is what I mean when I say how far you have come as a backpacker, because you have stopped listening to popular opinion and you just walk and you walk fast. It is also a stark contrast to meet sobos who have just started a couple days into their hikes and compare them to the nobos who are months into their trips.
It is funny thinking about walking fast these days as I sit in my living room in Ventura. I hobble down the stairs in the morning holding on to the banister for dear life as my ankles and knees crack and give out the whole way down. I weigh 16 lbs less than when I started, well 14 lbs and then I shaved my beard into a buffalo bill and it turned into 16 lbs. I sit here in my recliner and wonder how I was ever able to do that when right now walking to the store around the corner causes me so much pain. I've been having fun though drinking milk shakes, eating fresh food and changing my clothes 5 times a day. Having more than one thing to wear apparently feels really good.
Reflecting back just over a week now I don't feel like I have hiked the trail, but rather it was something I read in a book. Don't get me wrong I am physically and mentally exhausted, but I think the sentiment has something to do with the mentality needed to accomplish something like this. I had to never think about what I was doing because a realization of it, or the sight of a map would have been such a demoralizing blow I would have never finished. I think a side effect of distracting my mind from the task at hand for so long is this feeling that I didn't really do it, like it was a long novel I was really obsessed with. I suppose that is why people hike it multiple times.
We'll see if I feel any different after this next time around. Only 2174 miles to go!
-Wrong Way